As Jack the Ripper said... Let's do it by parts.
i'm writing this here, for two plain reasons:
Nobody knows this site. Or at least, I'm counting on that.
I feel a way better writing in other languague than in spanish. Dunno really why (well, I just can't admit it) and who the heck cares?
School-related parts:
I'm not 'K with myself. Nowadays, I'm just a pitiful bunch of dessidia. I don't really study, pay attention or anything. And then, when the test time comes, I read the few pages that I may have expecting to succeed. And to do it with more than a five. That's not happening anymore. I've just... to realize it.
It's making me think.
What if I have no use to study medicine?
Am I nothing but a f*ckin' smart ass?
What the heck is goin' on with me?
And a lot of trully stupid questions with no real answer.
In addition, I've met the person behind the pseudo-clever girl of my class. She may cry, too. And seems that kick my asshole butt with these tears too.
さ。
I've said myself that the 3rd trimester is gonna be different. It GOTTA be different.
Let's see if it's in a better way, or not.
Feelings-related parts:
The spring's almost here. That means that summer approaches. This time's not only the summer itself...
How am I going to do to fill this such long time?
What institute am I going to study in?
I'm always wondering if I really have friends. I mean.. I thinks it's stupid.
In the end... It's only me who enclose myself and ignore everyone else.
I've had this doub for years.
I'm an asshole selfish in the worst and f*ckin' way. Sorry, I can't help it. And believe me, I try. I try as hard as I can.
And it produces just a big feeling of being a lonesome shit, which has no even fear of being trampled, 'cause no one even walk nearby.
I'm doing such and theatre, and I know I have no reasons to be as crashed as I am, but you know?
GET LOST.
Let me drown. I'm feeling 'K in no time, as always, I supose.
It's just.. assholeness.
and know, I leave. Before they realized I'm likes this, and we have a talk in which I cried a lot more, and not said anything important.
Some music.
I like it. I'm listenin' it right now. And it's cool. So... blergh
Ignore the images.
I think the subs are not needed, after all, he's the understandable japanese english speaker!! xD
~Take care. If you want.
Sorry to the one who has to deal with my stupidity all the time
i'm writing this here, for two plain reasons:
Nobody knows this site. Or at least, I'm counting on that.
I feel a way better writing in other languague than in spanish. Dunno really why (well, I just can't admit it) and who the heck cares?
School-related parts:
I'm not 'K with myself. Nowadays, I'm just a pitiful bunch of dessidia. I don't really study, pay attention or anything. And then, when the test time comes, I read the few pages that I may have expecting to succeed. And to do it with more than a five. That's not happening anymore. I've just... to realize it.
It's making me think.
What if I have no use to study medicine?
Am I nothing but a f*ckin' smart ass?
What the heck is goin' on with me?
And a lot of trully stupid questions with no real answer.
In addition, I've met the person behind the pseudo-clever girl of my class. She may cry, too. And seems that kick my asshole butt with these tears too.
さ。
I've said myself that the 3rd trimester is gonna be different. It GOTTA be different.
Let's see if it's in a better way, or not.
Feelings-related parts:
The spring's almost here. That means that summer approaches. This time's not only the summer itself...
How am I going to do to fill this such long time?
What institute am I going to study in?
I'm always wondering if I really have friends. I mean.. I thinks it's stupid.
In the end... It's only me who enclose myself and ignore everyone else.
I've had this doub for years.
I'm an asshole selfish in the worst and f*ckin' way. Sorry, I can't help it. And believe me, I try. I try as hard as I can.
And it produces just a big feeling of being a lonesome shit, which has no even fear of being trampled, 'cause no one even walk nearby.
I'm doing such and theatre, and I know I have no reasons to be as crashed as I am, but you know?
GET LOST.
Let me drown. I'm feeling 'K in no time, as always, I supose.
It's just.. assholeness.
and know, I leave. Before they realized I'm likes this, and we have a talk in which I cried a lot more, and not said anything important.
Some music.
I like it. I'm listenin' it right now. And it's cool. So... blergh
Ignore the images.
I think the subs are not needed, after all, he's the understandable japanese english speaker!! xD
~Take care. If you want.
Sorry to the one who has to deal with my stupidity all the time
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