I deserve death

Right now, I should cut all my fingers off, put tape on my mouth, burn me on fire inside a box, and throw myself into the deep sea.

I'm a jerk.

I want you to stay.
I want you to be by my side every hour.
I want you to please me and ease me.

I want you to do these things, but I don't tell you as I don't think I'm rightful.
How come, then, -although I know you're putting yourself into this- has this kind of "you let me down" feeling arise?

I'm struggling with my feelings out of nothing.
Somebody, please, punch me in the face.

Really

Of course I didn't expend the whole weekend depressed in my bed waiting for you to come back. It was just a dream.

ggllll (or whatever the stomach sounds like)

I just had dinner like... three hours ago?
I'm hungry again!

Fear

Lately I can't help feeling like the mainstay of discord.

I don't know why am I surprised, because if I think a bit, I know this situation isn't new.

Let me see

Let's try things out.
Let me see how things are under your light.
I'll be your eyes.

Mad World