Over protection

Yesterday, I realized something important: I'm a difficult person to reach. But this is not because of me myself, but because of the people I have near me. They're few, and really special ones, and that makes them even more important and, what's more, they can feel that importance. It's for this reason that when I start a new relationship of any kind with somebody, this new person has to deal with them. It's not with me. If I want to start that relation, it's because I really fell like it, but then there're some friends that will try to keep my privacy, or who will try to keep me in private. 

Thinking about this stuff, I suddenly realized that they only want to protect me. As I said before, they're so special, so they know me, and they know what I like and dislike, what can I say and what not, what can I stand, and what can't I. The result of this situation is that when I want to approach to someone new, I just have to do it, without any kind of effort concerning my privacy, or even my comfort or health, because I know my friends will take care of that. That feeling is actually really nice. 

On the other hand, it can make the new 'guest' feel uncomfortable, even attacked, but if he thinks that patience is worthy, he'll see his efforts rewarded. 

Fridge

Lately I've been counting up to 10 lots of times. Well. Or I used to. The I realized I had to count up to 100. Didn't work either. So now, I'm trying it out with 1000.

We all know I'm a cold-minded person, so it shouldn't be a hard exercise for me. Don't worry.

The hidden truth

You're your worst enemy
(but you can't beat you without your sidekick)

I don't think it's going to be a one year trip. Yes, the experience will take only a year, but it'll last forever. It's not like once the year is over, you're forgetting everything you're about to live and learn. As it's said, 'This is the first day of the rest of your life'.

Speaking out obvious things

I was just thinking that I don't remember speaking out this simple things:
 I'm happy about the things you do for me.
 I'm utterly lucky that you enjoy keeping me company.
 As I care about you, I'm glad that that you care about me.

They're pretty obvious things that I'm sure you already knew... but there's no harm in saying them out loud to feel their warmth!

Waiting

Here I'm waiting (8)...

As everyday of the last month. And, you know what? I'm so happy. I know that he'll be here in a couple of  minutes. Waiting is worthy, because then he'll come and hugh me.

I know that next time I see him, I'll be so happy, I'll become a peacock.

I wasn't not dead

I was...  ¡¡de parranda!!!

Ok, let's get my sh*t together, and start this running again!
I'm very sorry, I'll do my bst form now on!!